Best and Upcoming Model 2015

I am in Amsterdam on the dominatrix party and HEY what should I say - I won the prize for "BEST & UPCOMING MODEL". Isn't that amazing??? I'm just still totally confused.

I was sitting very nicely at dinner and then I hear my name is called. I've almost swallowed me and when my name was called again it was truth! I was so insecure but somehow also at the same time totally pride and utter clarity. I walked in my beautiful outfit of Simon O. on stage without actually knowing what happens.

Fortunately, only the award was given to me. I was thinking about words but I was so nervous!!! A year ago I lived my private passion for latex and a year later I am honestly the BEST & UPCOMING MODEL on the dominatrix party... it must I still digesting. 😁